RETARDED

2010-02-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO. Know that i went missing ya? Now im back :) hehe. im happy with twj now!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD YEAH!!! Haha. Missing her. Hope she can end her work soon :) Waiting for her!~~~~~ :)
Im still trying to adapt to Millennia! Gotta work hard (think) ahahahahha. Trumpet's difficult but i'm not giving up! YEA:)

2010-01-18T15:35:00.002+08:00

Hai. Never thought it'd be over like that. Really lost now and don't know what will become of me. Why don't i just get hit by a car or maybe fall off from a flight of stairs and hope i get a serious memory loss so i wont be that miserable, guilt-stricken anymore. I wanna escape from all these. I wanna run away. I cant face it - alone./ I don't know what to do. I've tried. I did not give up but what saddens me is that, it's no use. It's too late. Nothing's gonna be like what it used to ; Never. No matter how hard i try, it's just gonna remain like that. I don't wanna be friends, neither stranger. But i have no choice. It's either this or that;. Many things are beyond my control. But i tried holding back and changing my destiny. All i ask for is a chance. Maybe, i'm just short of opportunities. I'm aat a loss. Probably, the old xiuqian is gone. Never ever gonna be the same again. No happiness, just sadness. All these, i've been through too much. Too much to feel. Just numbness, unfeeling, cold-hearted. As i write and tear, i know very well how much i feel for you. I know it, deep down. No matter how much tears i've cried, facts are just gonna remain like that. But i know those tears have dried, but my heart will never. Goodbye.

2010-01-12T17:15:00.002+08:00

I need a little more luck than a little bit. ):
O level results ok but sth is not ok. Haiz.
What can i do to show her that she can trust me again and show her that i really sincerely need her. i duno what to do. i cant contact her ): i know when one stop contacting another, feelings will fade. this is what i used to feel to. but now, different. it's no use. nothing's gonna stop my love for her. every moment seems to last forever when u have found that u lost ur way. she's my light, now that she's gone. i seem to live life aimlessly. parents wan me to study at Millenia Institue but i don wan. But, i dint object to it. hai. i cant sleep at night, always thinking about her. ughhhhhh.

2010-01-04T15:42:00.002+08:00

Wah. Leg damn tired. ytd reach home midnight . then i slept at around 1 plus ? Ytd learn to do closing and menu. zzz. today joanne gonna test me. sia la. scared i take wrong order sia ): hmmm. really have been constantly missing and thinking about her. im really not ready to move on and i never will. i really need her. i sincerely need her forgiveness ):
nvm, later need go work at 6.30. zzz. today i do closing with joanne only ): sian.gotta go out at 5. bye :)

2010-01-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

feeling sucky................... very very very.......... no words can describe what's my feeling now. ugh!!!!!!! f u bitch. my life is ruin just like that. because of you. it's soooooooooooooo not worth it lah!!!!!!!!! even my friends also think i stupid and suay. luckily not totally ruin. cbzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz. sia la. today work til so tired. Got to know new colleagues and all girls except for the barista. i broke a tall glass cup today. zzzz. today's pay is $10/hr :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and i worked for 8 hours meansssssssssssssssssss i get................. 80 bucks for the day. woooooooooooo. but tmr not liao ): cos today is public holiday that's why double DDDDDDDDDD:

this isn't the ending i want.
though i've got control of my life,
but you're the remote.
im not happy with it.
really i am NOT HAPPY WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suffering .suffering .suffering.
cb, i don wanna suffer but i'd rather suffer than to lose you right NOW!
i wont give up. i won t i wont i wont.

2009-12-26T12:48:00.002+08:00

Have been walking down haji lane these few days to shop for christmas gift. ahhh, i told her what i bought for her ): Cos i got reason. if i don tell her, i scare things will not go smoothly :) so, ya lor D: Nvm lah :) Anw, ytd i went to Cineleisure to pei Xin Ying, then i remembered alottttttttttt of stuff, really. I rmb last year Christmas, that was the place i went with her-exactly the same place. It so happens this way. I also don't know why. And last year, she bought me a pair of shoes as gift but some fkinASSSSSSSSSSSSS stole it away!!!!!!!!!!!!! F siol. And so happen, i bought her gift this year :) i really missed those times. i really want it to be happening again and not become a part of memory. Hai. I really seriously, hate that FKINGGGGGGGGGG BITCH~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB.
Alright, i'm just venting out my frustrations.

Monday :D

2009-12-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!
It's a good occasion to drink more. Have been drinking but wont HIGH leh. But today i drank CHOYA's Herb. Cb, fking HOT sia. My whole face red. My relatives were teasing me like "C'mon, dance for us!" Wah sia la. My whole body red sia. They all say i high le. Talk loudly and the voice change, really, man! Now when im typing this, my head keep swinging but im controlling. Ugh. The pulse in my head keeps pounding "prominently". I must drink more to increase my ability to hold liquor. I think i'll sleep later and wake up with a headache. Seriously, i feel high, no troubles, just feeling "hot" my ears, palm, feet superrrrrrrrr red. Dint know CHOYA; plum liquor could have such a HUGE impact. Probably the one that i've drank the past weeks was mild. This time -- Hot ah!!!!!!!!!! Nice party today with LOG cake :) Heh. Gotta go wash up. Merry Christmas! :D

I love you.
I won't give up as long as i believe i stand a chance.

2009-12-21T21:59:00.002+08:00

Woo :) Today woke up at 8 plus and went to temple pray pray a while :)
Today mum on leave so my family and i went to Marina Square to catch Avatar 3D!!!!!!!! WOWWWWWWWWWW. It's a very goooooooooooood show, really! The computer graphics are sooooooo real. And tickets are selling super duper fast that we had 2 choices for the seats D: Either 1st or 2nd row from the front >:( So, we took 2nd row. Neck and eyes super straineddddddddd la ))))))): But, i still love the movie!!! :DDDDDDDDDD After that, eat Kaya Toast Set at Killiney :) Heh.

You make my world go round.

2009-12-17T18:31:00.002+08:00

She pei me to interview at Clarke Quay ytd. Hehe. so happy. The person ask me wan work at Wheelock of City Hall then i chose City Hall :) more convenient ma.
Quarrelled with parents ytd. Well, who cares? I hate them!!! Fkers. They spoil everything; atmosphere, feeling. F them. Ruin my pleasant chat >:(((((((((

Anw, she's working now ): she'd end work around 12.30 or maybe 1 plus too. nvm, i wont sleep till she reach home :) But, she havent eat anything leh. then she later how? later no energy. Hai. D: i hope time would pass by quickly :) Work hard C:

I was once dead. But, i'm starting to believe that i could be revive again by you.

2009-12-15T22:22:00.001+08:00

Hmm, really happy these few days. Not gonna share it here :p
Haha.

You're my cofidence,
you're the reason to every part of my life :)

2009-12-08T22:17:00.004+08:00

Anw, China trip was FUN :) I love Village :)
Guess whom i saw there?
Zeng Feng Yi Lao Shi ~~~ :D
Heh. So coincidental right? Heh, such a small place.
I lazy narrate the whole TRIP. Go see FB ba :)

2009-12-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

Hai. Feeelings, feelings, feelings. Phuwwwwwww.
im super happy and yet sad. What kind of a feeling is this? D:

Blow a Dandelion, get a hope!
Must fact always stay as a fact?
Why can't people just move on to reality?

2009-12-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

Day 11
Woahhhhhhhh! It's fast. Tmr it's her birthday already and im going away. Mixed emotions. Kinda happy cos she's finally turning 17. Yet sad cos i've to wait til i reach Sg then i can contact her. I kept wondering if she'd get mad upon receiving the album. I really don't want her to get angry ): It's only 1 hr 36 mins to her birthday!!!!! so excitedddddddd. Haha :DDDDDDDDDDDDD Im going crazy over HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Gonna text her a message exactly at 0000 to wish her :)
Wonder how's she now and what is she doing right now. Hmm, counting down for her birthday ? Friends chatting with her? She playing ? Eating? Hahaha. Lol. Hm, i guess i have to sleep for now or else Dad would be yakking away about my ears ~~~~~~~~~~ Gotta wake up superrrrrr early tmr .Yeah :)
Bb. Goodnight :}

I'm gonna make it! :)

2009-11-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

Day 10.
Wooooooooo!! Officially no more work. YEAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
I went home around 2 cos i really don feel like working le and not feeling well. So went off loh :)
Bathed Cookie. Ummmmmm, nice smell :) Heh. THen i go sleep. Super tired loh -.- Slept for about 2.5 hours. Woke up and walked Cookie. He ran away again -.- haha. i followed closely behind. While he's peeing, i quickly tried carrying him up. Hehe. But guess what? I kena bitten. Now my vein swollen. Serve me right, man! Then, i quickly put on the collar loh. Reach home, watch tv, eat MAMEE, play psp. Haha. Enjoy life. Anw, her birthday's coming which equals to my day to going China DDDDDDDDDDDD: Must wait til 6th then can contact. Haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. Bored :O Life without her, is it even life? It's like a habit and working to distract myself. Oh man. Don't know what to do. Feel like sleeping liao. I'm such a PIG man~~~~~ Tmr's already 1st Dec- World Aids Day. Then, it's 2nd. OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!!!!!!! I wonder if Hn would rmb to pass her the album i made. So ps. Will she get angry instead of surprise and touched? Oh man, what if she's angry ? '~' Anw, how come no one there using Auto-roam????!?!?!?!? Iwanted to call someone and sing birthday song for her but, hai DDDDDDDD:
Nvm, the thought is there is enough, i suppose? :)
Yeah, opps! i havent bong bong xD
Bye :)

2009-11-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

Sorry today then i post day 8 D:
I was ill ytd.
i reached home at 11.30 due to the heavy traffic at Orchard ):
Cookie's collar broke and he ran away >:(
Luckily, my maid , dad and bro was in action and Cookie so clever loh. He made his way back towards home. Smart asssssssssssss!
Ytd i was superrrrrrrrrrr bored by the Surveying thing. It's superrrrrrrrr difficult to get ppl to do survey. Damn! i did 40+ in the morning. Later, i only did like 15 ? Like wth -.-
I "parade" around and i don mind get that $4 basic pay. Commission is super difficult to get la!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR. Fell ill halfway through but still carried on. When i reached home, i immediately bathe and slept. Superrrrrrrr tired- mentally that's why i din't blog. Im sorry DDDDDDDDDD:

Day9
Today was late for work. Nvm, raining hoh! Work halfway, my fever was back! Ughhh. Today's surveying was super duper jia lat ah. How many i did today? Oh well, 14 ONLY. Mum came to look for me to drink her coffee and support me :) So happy. Told her i wasn't feeling well so she ask me to go home to rest as we'll be leaving soon for China. and she said today after resting, at least, tmr can work halfday still at least complete the contract. Had meeting with "high high" ppl. Conflicts here and there. Super stressed up. Hai, earning money isn't easy. But those ppl who work as surveyors are even WORST! I'll help ppl to do survey next time :) I know how hard is it, really. I have to bathe Cookie tmr. No more procrastinatioN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anw, ytd's weather reminded me of the feeling in Cambodia cos i was practically thinking of her. So, i walked and thought about her. Hai DDDDDDDDDD;
True enough, time is passing soooooooo fast. It's already day 9 but , it's still slow, well at least to me DDDDDDDDDD:

Will she give me another chance to prove my feelings for her? ):

2009-11-27T22:13:00.003+08:00

Day 7
Woohooooooooooo~! Today on leave, no need work. Shiok loh :)
i went out with Mummy and Aunty Siew Hong :)
Went to Plaza Sing, had Strawberry Sago for lunch. I not hungry ma. I don't know why i don have very good appetite from the first day i started work D:
Eating halfway, got a call from Victor and he told me that survey starts today DDDDDDDDD: Luckily, i need not go back. Anw, spending time with Mum is priceless. Today my mum finally got a day to rest so i must pei her ma :)
After that, went Spotlight cos Aunty SH wan go get sth. After that went Daiso :D Heh, i bought some snacks. Then, went to Centrepoint. Mum had voucher. Wanted to get the Levis' pointed canvas shoe but it wasn't there anymore DDDD: So, headed to Tangs. Bought a pair of Converse shoe. Damn damn, i want the Onitsuka Tiger shoe ))))))): Nvm, the Converse show somehow doesn't fit me well but, oh well, i bought it. Cant regret. This time, i'm not gonna leave it outside my house due to the lesson i learnt last time. My shoes from her got stolen. DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN that FKIN PPERSSSSSSSSSON >:((((((((((( KILL HIM MAN!!!!!!!!!
Hai, got to work tmr starting from 11.30 - 9.30. Drats! It's superrrrrrr long. How am i going to survive ?!?!?!?!?!?! UGH!!!!

IMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY >:
It's only day 7. Im leaving for China on the 2nd DDDDDDDDDDDD;
Wonder how's she in Cambodia, wonder this and that. Oh ya, dreamt of her ytd night. HEHEHEHEHEHHEEHEHEHE, so happy :D at least can see her right.
Im so lazy to work, SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Working is REALLY tought, and i mean like.... REALLYYYYYYYYYY :{{{{{{{{{

Oh, i'd better go wash up and rest for today cos tmr is another battle.

Obstacles pushes one beyond its limits.

2009-11-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

Day 6
Wah!!! Superrrrrrrrrrrr tired today. Woke up at 9 plus, took Cookie for a walk, then i'm back to bed til 11. Wa, GG la. Working is really exhausting, man! Took leave tmr :) Going shopping with Mum since it's a public hol. Gotta buy some necessities for my Overseas Trip :)
I hate giving out Pamphlets. I can't stand ppl's rudeness although i was superrrrrr polite. face it, i'm someone who can't face rejection. I hate it, seriously. Victor and June could give out one stack pretty fast but i'm still stuck with the same stack for a period of time, damn D:
Nvm, pretty slack today. Ate some food and drink Ice Tea :)
Xiao Gui jealous Li qin say i cute . Haha, then they keep on disturb me loh >:(
That's all about working. It's becoming boring once it becomes a routine -.-
Im always clearing plates cos all of them are so desperate to serve. Poor me D:
I dont even clear my own plates at home, yet i'm touching all those dirty stuff, clearing for ppl. Eew DDDDD:

Ahhhhhhhhhhh, i really miss u siol. Really really really. Cant stand it anymore !!!!!!!!!!
Ugh more days to ur arrival and mine :{{{{{{{{{{

i still love you like how i felt the first time ;)

2009-11-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

Day 5
hmm, was nearly late for work today D:
Heng i reached ON TIME xD
Heh. Started working, very tired loh.
Today woke up at 9 plus -.-
Back aching then i keep stretching during work. Haha.
Then Xiao Gui keep disturb me loh. Haha.
Someone say i cute siol. Haha. And another one say i cool -.-
Haha. Really meh?
I know lah xD
(shhhhhhh... >.<)
Hehe. jk la :)
Anw, ate Tokyo Grepe Girl's Mushroom and Cheese - $5.80
It sucks -.-
I should've paid $1.20 more to get the Mix Berry loh D:
Hai.
Anw, not many customers today. Glenn ( workplace friend) was not feeling well so Xiao Gui ask him go home first. Then Me, Victor and June split work up lo.
Xiao Gui keep saying "Huan Ying Guan Lin" then she'll look at me to hint me to say "Welcome" Haha. Today, Lili was better :)
Lady Boss came. Aiyo, her son ah. Tsk tsk tsk. Duno what to say.
Nvm, im missing her so deep. Haiyo. i now become so mushy ><
Really siol. I like everyday think of her. But, it's true loh.
That's really how i feel. I know it. I love her.
I'm really tired now. Cookie keep biting his fur off at his tigh. He is so worrying ]]]]]]:
Hope he'll be alright soon D:

Change, it'll be.

2009-11-24T20:47:00.003+08:00

Day 4
AhhH~~!!! It's only the 4th day?!?!?!?Hai! DDDDDDDDD;
I wan her to quickly come back. QUICKLY QUICKLYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Have been dreaming about her all night. When im in the bus listening to music, all the words in the lyrics is being translated to her. ugh >.<
i miss her. imy imy imy imy imy imy imy imy ):
Anw, 2nd dec is a good and bad day D:
Good is, it's her birthday :) Bad is, im going overseas. Damn it!
i still have to wait til 6th dec then can msg her >>>:

Work starts at 12 today but i left house only at 11.15. Nearly late man! Heng bus 33 came when i reached the bus stop. Initially wanted to take 16 but i told myself i have no time to lose so i hop on whichever bus which comes first and alight at a Mrt station and just reach Orchard that's it.
Did not meet Victor today. He late loh. Then he have to work half an hour extra xD hahahahahaha.
Heng i didn't :DDDD I rushed rushed rushed.
Today not many customers. Anw, Lili hyperventilate i think.
it was superrrrrrrrrrrr scary and she kept blaming herself .
She ah, aiyo.
Nvm, hope she'll recover tmr and get back to work or else, nobody can make kopi liao ):
Found out Joanne was only 16!!! She and lili still fake us say she 25, have a child -.-
They ah, always bluff us loh. But hoh, we keep believing them -.-
Stupid enough xD hahaha.
That's all, gotta eat now. bb

Love creates no boundaries.

2009-11-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

Day3
Finally i have the time to make the effort to blog for the 3rd day without her ;)
In the morning, went to meet Vic as usual and went for work.
Today, hit off well with the full-timers at Tea Loft. Heh.
So nice. They so good to us loh and so funny :DDDD
Drank Starbucks - Java Chip.
Know why? That's her fav. drink so i drank it because i miss her. i really do }:
Today Ling-jie quite hot-tempered, duno why. nvm loh.
Today leg not so suan la:)
Heh. working is quite fun but now i know it's seriously so difficult to earn money DDD:
Nvm, shall continue to work harder ;)
Bought a pink polo from Cotton On cos i don have bright polo's' liao ):
I saw Angela Zhang Shao Han at Food Opera ;} which is beside Tea Loft.
Heh, ugly :x opps. I mean uglier than her album pictures la ;D
These few days i hardly have time for Cookie, cant bring him out for a walk.
I'm sorry D: Don't bark anymore k? :D
I'll accompany u whenever i'm free.
I gonna rest for the day now.
Gotta work tmr. Goodnight ppl! :)
And, not forgetting - You :>

2009-11-22T21:26:00.003+08:00

This is a diary of the days that wj not in sg.
Day 1 -21/11/09
Met her at 10 at her house Mac to eat with her. She ate the Sushi i made and i ate Big Breakfast.
Hai, i think not nice loh cos i eat then it taste worser than the 1st experiment D: FAILURE!
Hai, hope she's aware of my sincerity.
We msg halfway then she suddenly cant reply le, cos she in the plane )))))))))))))):
Super sssad la. HAI!!
Then i tried calling, also no use.
I think of her so much until i dreamt of her -.-
But it was a nice dream ;)
heh.

Day2- 22/11/09
Woke up with her in my mind. When i shut my eyes --- her. open--- also her.
It's just her her her her her. DDDDDDD:
Finally i can work as service crew -.-
Met Victor to have lunch and then to work.
Briefing, training , rules and regulations.
I dint know working is that TOUGH -.-
My legs gonna break >:(
Plus, i've never worked before.
Im like so clumsy >.<
Reaached Wisma then transferred to ION :DDDD
I think Wisma better -.-
Anw, hope working can distract me from her for this period of time :)
tmr must work at 11am.
Gonna rest now. Bb.

imy ._.

2009-11-18T21:50:00.003+08:00

Wow. Long time since i last post.
Anw, went for CO camp today.
Sian lah. So uncooperative loh the juniors. so i tried to make them cooperate.
Played games with them but some times it's just total boredom and don't even know what the hell we playing when there's no one willing to participate enthusiastically.
Ate packet lunch in school. Yes, it tasted bad but i would feel more bad if i don't eat anything and see the food go to waste. so i finished some vege, the rice and the chicken wing :)
I didn't want to stay for overnight cos i hate bathing outside plus, i have to work tmr.
But guess what, Chris told me that the work not confirm start tmr or maybe it'd start but at a later time-.-
I'm confused too. Nvm, shall wait for Chris's call tmr :)
Then after, went to Bugis Pastamania with Ruiyun to eat :DDDDD
Heh;}

I've finished doing what i'm supposed to do but i still have another thing to prepare.
Heh :D But! i made a mistake D: Hope she wouldn't mind :) Yeah, i won't give up. JY!:}

2009-10-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

Sian. Hai. i thought of the past. and i cant believe i teared. hai.
it was so coincidental that when i was thinking about the moments we shared, u sms-ed me about the past too. all these are just too coincidental. there are many things i wanted to say but i'm afraid i'd affect u so i kept things to myself. and i know whatever i say, it doesn't worth u thinking about it. so, i just let it go. whatever im thinking, i dont need to show on purpose. i'd use my sincerity to show and i seriously mean. so, "some ppl" had "caffeine" in them, making me feeling addicted but i thought alot and i realise im just using it as my "weapon" to show. whatever it is now, i just hope that i'd gain back ur trust and i'd wait for u. Good luck for exams! :)

2009-10-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

Hai hai hai.
WHY?!?!?!?!
Hai. How to get rid of u in my head?
i know who u like.
Hai hai hai.
troubled.
i always think of u but.
hai. cb la~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i like u but u like another person.
ughhhhh.

2009-09-04T20:06:00.001+08:00

Finally prelims over manzxzx.
BUT it also means that O LEVELS are nearing O.O
Ahhh! Must buck up liao lah.
Hai, i keep wasting time loh ):
imy, =>

2009-08-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

duno what to update.
zzzzzzzz

2009-07-19T20:06:00.002+08:00

Yeah! BLOG BLOG BLOG!!!
Went for Maths tuition in the morning and then went to walk around PP.
Saw Adrian Pang.
His caucasian wife is TALL O.O
Haha x)
Then went to library with mum to complete my work.
Hai, i keep doing hw but never study DDDD:
Hw's piling over my study time, DAMN!
Ahh~
HUDA!!!! :D

2009-07-04T12:08:00.002+08:00

Woo, Baby come to my house ytd xD heh.
Aiya, also not first time liao =.=
Haha.
Zzz, many things went through my mind but, i don't know what to do.
Nvm, i think i'll just put it aside.
Am i cruel? Guess so ba.
Just now went tuition. Sometimes i just don't know when to use Flemming's Left Hand Rule or the Right Hand Grip. Hmm, later must do hw and study liao. Cant waste time. Hope my concentration span allows me to do that.
Bye :)

2009-06-26T11:39:00.003+08:00

Sian. Ytd i got a terrible diarrhea in the middle of the night. Cbzxzxz siol.
Stomach pain like hellxzxz.
Goodbye Michael Jackson.
May the Lord be with you, rest in peace.

2009-06-24T21:08:00.003+08:00

Ok, im like back to blogging? =/
Went to school to wait for Baby to end her Elcot studies :)
Then headed to Singpost Mac to study .
Guai de hoh. Got study :x
But actually is do holiday hw nia loh=.=
Dint even finish, damn!
Hai, then we leave around 4 plus?
Then walk walk at Parkway;)
Heh, quite Happy today.
Thanks baby:*
Hmmm, anw..
what if what if what if what if what if what if?!?!?!??!??!?!?!?!
Nvm, i trust that she loves me, truly:)
Serious serious :)
Baby, must trust me too k?=D

2009-05-23T20:44:00.002+08:00

I duno why got one dog barking at my tagboard sia.
Say hate me then always come see my blog, like so interested.
Think IT is interested in me.
Aiyo, so shy :o
Hahahahahahah !
And right, i print the whole conversation out as evidence.
Anyone who come to my blog, pls take note that this person is really spouting nonsense which i really duno what to say cos whatever i say, will be useless.
I don want to ban this person cos i've nth to hide, really.
If i had, i would have long ban IT and deleted all IT'S tags
Please ignore this person.
Anyone who knows how to track this person down, call me!
THANKS (:

2009-04-25T16:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had School Anni.
Had much fun hehe.
Much memories too ;)
Baby took many many photos of me (:
Wwweeee,
After that, went to eat KFC (:
Then home-d!
Hai, very sad siaaaa. Step down le ):
Zzzzzzzzz.
Today went for the Ngee Ann City thingy.
It was GOD-DAMN HOT can.
Perspire sooooo much lorxzxzxz.
How? I don't feel like stepping down./
DDDDDDDDDDDDD;
Anw, thank you HuiNing & Clara for the Chocolates :D
Heh._.
Thanks aar(:

2009-03-23T21:25:00.004+08:00

Hey Hey Hey :D
I turned 16 on 21st MARCH 2009!!!! Hehehe :D
CELEBRATIONS.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE- HARHHHHHHHHHH! Hahah :D
First, many people wished me Happy Birthday, and i was really HAIRPEEEE ok(:
NOT LYING. I'm happy from de bottom of my heart.
Off to Suntec with Baby and decided to catch a movie.
She was trying to get me clothes but we really had no idea of what to buy
And... we watched " The Tale of Desperaux". Heh._.
It was a really CUTE mouse. Had SUPER BIG earss la. and eyes like this >>> O.O
Haha. Then, went to shop again and she booked DUCKTOURS. FUN FUN!!!!
It was raining but heng, the rain became drizzle and they allowed the tour to be continued.
Hehe. watched de safety vid and then boarded the Vehicle. It went on road and then into water. cool (: haha.
After that, we went shopping, again -.-
haha but this time, Heng ar. We went into Topman.
She bought me a blue shirt (: Happy :DDDDD
Then off to Intercontinental Hotel.
WOWWWWW!!!
And........ She bought me a

BLUE ROSE!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~

Awwww man, she must have burnt her pocket ):
I feel sad and bad DDDDD:
She was sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet totally, i swear (:
and, all these, she planned, without me knowing.
I just followed wherever she goes.
I'm de sheep. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Heh, i've got photos but i don have the wire to put it into my com DDDDDDDDD;
and Thanks for the Mickey (: I'm really surprised (:

2009-02-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hai. Many things happen
And worst still, during the Common Test period
I thought we'd be fine and be happy together but.
Since, it's confirmed, i think perhaps this will be better (?)
Lol. Actually i'm like in a mental confusion and i don't know what i'm talking about here.
Nvm, just feel that it's a pity?
OK. Zzzz
Maths CT today. Made alot of careless mistakes. GG liao la
Cant score high liao
Hai ):
Maybe we will someday, somewhere, somehow, something happen?
Blah blah blah. :P

2009-02-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

Yo :D Back to blogging.

Requested by some ppl so come back lo.
haha. Didn't know my blog is so popularized by friends and loved ones.
Not bad not bad./ Haha :/

Sian. So many hmwrk nowadays. Tough sia. No time do revision.
Or perhaps, i'm not that focus .

Zzz/ hmm, i've got nothing to say leh. Days are as usual, relationship is going steadily.
What's more? Just not able to revise lor. Dang! =?
Hai. Looking back at my posts, i realise last time i always post about personal stuffs.
Now, hmm, not that much but of course,

The feeling remains :DDDD Heh, ily (:
Shall end here.

2009-01-25T16:21:00.004+08:00

Sorry, i know it's been long since i last blogged. My apologies.
This few days, alot problems la.
hai. very troubled.
dont feel like saying. zzz
Anw, today is New Year Eve.
Singapore doesn't seems to have New Year spirits unlike China.
Whatever it is, i hope it'll be a wonderful new year (: hehehe
Happy Niu Year, People (:

My ang bao :D it's not easy being a good and charming person. Opps :x

2009-01-01T11:34:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year :D
I'm back to blogging (: But don think will blog so much in 2009 liao ): zzzzz.
Hai. Sadded la ! zzz. I listen to one song very nice. Later will try to upload.
Bye, off to complete my poa hw T.T

2008-12-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

Ok, i'm here to update. It's pretty some time since i last logged into blogger C: Zzz. Hai, i need to rack my brains really hard to come up with something to post about. Hm, what should i say? Oh ya, i'm ill. I'm down with slight fever, diarrhoe and headache. Now, having throat infection. Or should i say Throat Ulcer? Zzzz. it's terribly pain. Ahhhh!

Baby Baby , I love you,
Ali Ba Ba. Hahaha :D

2008-11-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

3 words la. Si Bei Sian +..+'' went for my comb. sci tuition at Parkway. Lol. Lecturers will always be lecturers. Talk alot but have difficulties explaining -.-' Hai. BORING :O Hai. tmr -fri i got lit extra classes zzzz. Tmr after lit class i must rush down to school for co. Wa piang. Fri also. TMD la. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Hai. Busy busy busy. like a BEE BUZZ BUZZ ..... ("\(o.o)/") Bye :D of to sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-11-16T19:16:00.002+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhh. My bro's away . He's in Taiwan now (: Morning go airpot to send him off . He's going with the school. Taiwan leh. I saw many old friends (: Many of them have grown taller, handsome, pretty. Yea, how i wish i'm still in KHSCO. Hai D: Anw, I'm happy in MJR too (: Cos got...... BAYBEEEE (:

WELCOME 2 TAIWAN!
Lol, the advertisement xD

2008-11-11T14:04:00.002+08:00

Well, i should be nice and don't scold you. Just feel your own heart and your conscience. "Did she ever offend me? Why am i doing all these to her?" If you dont have a answer, sorry! Sadly to say, you're not a human.

2008-11-11T13:55:00.002+08:00

HEY IGNORANT KID! GO LOOK UP AND DO YOUR RESEARCH HOW AIDS IS PASS. DON'T YOU DARE SPOUT NONSENSE SAYNG THAT I HAVE AIDS. AIDS IS PASS THROUGH SEXUAL INTERCOURSE AND OPEN WOUNDS THRU KISSING HOR! I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE OR KISSED ANYONE DEEEEEPLY OK! GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU COME AND TAG MY BLOG. I LOVEEEEEE CHALLENGES. TAG MORE AND I'LL TAG BACK DOUBLYYYYYYY MORE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX222222222222222222 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :DDDDD THE MOST IGNORANT KID ON EARTH HAS COME TO TAG MY BLOG. NEVER EVER HAD SUCH A IGNORANT KID HERE BEFORE./ TRA LALALALLALALALALLALALA. OK, I SHALLN'T SAY YOU SCOLD MY MUM AND SINCE YOU DONT WANT ME TO SAY THAT, TAKE OUT YOUR PROOF TO PROVE THAT I HAVE AIDS. TAKE IT OUT NOW IGNORANT, NO LIFE, ATTENTION SEEKER KIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. SMALL KIDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. THE WORLD HAS COME CRASHING DOWN INTO HIS/HER WORLD. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. MIGHT BE RETRIBUTION FOR YOU TO SPAM PPL BLOG. ALRIGHT, YOU DINT SPAM THEN. YOU COMMENTED. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DDDDDDDDDDD:

2008-11-09T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hai. Some people just love to spammmmmmm my blog soooooooooo much. I ask my mum help me trace who is that later, using his/her IP addresss. Spam somemore la. I already report spam. Happy waiting for your letter from the Computer Administrater :DDDDDDDDDDD Good luck(: Spam somemore , quick. I need your IP add. Quick. Dont keep me waiting la.

2008-11-07T14:08:00.002+08:00

update update! now listening to a song call "Crush" by David Archuleta. Nice nice :D Jay Chou's new songs also nice . Especially de 花海 & 说好的幸福呢. Finally, today is the LAST day of ~~extended curriculum.~~ wohoooooooo. But, unfortunately, i monday need reach new school at 9am. Sibei sian la. Zzzz. Going there just to arrange the co room -.- Hai. Boring :O SYF piece out last week. Hope it's gonna be sth difficult 'cos i know if it's gonna be simple, it ain't no simple in it's content but just on the surface. DDDDD: Later must go practice my piano liao or not i everyday sleep,eat,msg,watch,read nia. So no life lo x.x

Ihopeucanjustshowsometrustinmeandstopbeingoverprotective.

2008-10-26T15:44:00.004+08:00

Yo:D I'm bringing Sexyback ;X Haha. Ok, jokes aside. Yesterday, i went to check my eyesight. Damn, i've got slightly some Astigmatism. But, luckily i need not to wear spectacles. Then, went home. Eat lunch and then i left house for English tuition but the centre was close with a big fat lock down there. DAMN! I didn't attend the lesson last week so i didn't know there wasn't lesson this week. Ok, fine then! I didn't know where to head afterwards. I didn't want to go home though i stayed near because the sun is really scorching hot. And afterall, about 1 hour later , i'll be having my Piano lesson there so i decided to go Parkway to walk wherever my feet leads me to. And, i've got a company; Baby(: I got her to call me , in fact =x We talked over my handphone as i loiter around. 45 minutes later, my phone no battery. Damn D: I tried my luck switching it on but the battery isn't just working. I headed back to Katong Mall to have my Piano lesson and after lesson, i rushed home, charge my phone and dial for my Baby . (*:

Today, it's an effing boring day :o As usual , i went to Granma house. She's staying over at our house for 1 week ; Good and Bad news i would say . Don't ask me why. I tried all means and ways to kill my time but it's still boring. I think i've got no life. I can't play some games eg, Maple, Audition, o2Jam etc. Because i'm using Windows Vista. Argh . I did some Sudoku, Puzzles . Ok, today's Sudoku is really difficult. It has 5stars rating on it's difficulty level. I only could fill in some. The most star i could do is 4 stars. And i'd been racking my brain for the numbers. I couldn't figure it out so i decided to use computer. Nothing to do , so i blogged . Zzzzz . Actually was supposed to go to Raffles Town Club but i didn't want to.

2008-10-19T16:03:00.003+08:00

wa sian zzzzz. just now go read xia xue's blog. zzzz. nth to do ma. Lp working now. at 10.30 then will end T.T ytd later lo. 11 then end. Nvm la. later sure msg me de (: Hai . Can someone teach me how to bake a cake? ..... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz sibei sian . imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy
imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy
really de ok ! :DDDDDDDDDD
Tmr still need go sch/ Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Kns la !
Oh ya! On thursday, we went to visit our new school campus. Nice lor . Better than now one.. The classroom design also unique. Supposingly, classrooms windows are at the side of the class but this time round, it's at the back of the class. It's being equipped with good quality noticeboards and a whiteboard and 6 fans. fantastic lo. It looks more like some hostel in fact. I like the bridge connecting the block of special rooms and the block of classrooms :D
BOOHOOOOOOOOOOO~~~! I have a problem to going there T.T if my dad's not gonna fetch me to school..
Baby faster end work .. Time faster past.

2008-10-10T11:55:00.002+08:00

Haha. ytd was last paper... yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :DDDD
rayna and de xuan waited for me cos i end at 2.55pm sorry la xD
haha. then we rushed down to aston then go ECP. fly kite . :DDD
haha. i was the suggest-or xD haha. thanks to me. we go buy $1.80 de kite (:
wat a good tour guide am i ??? xD
then we fixed it and then played. rayna's kite is always flying the highest cos her hole no break. mine and dx's break liao D:
nvm, at least i had a greeat time with them. hohoho! :D
go see de xuan's blog for pics. and i look effing ugly. go check it out if u want.
but dont hold me responsible if ur eye got hurt by my pics xD

2008-10-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

oh ya, forget to talk about de F1 race i went. haha. truthfully,go there is just for the atmosphere. i think watch on tv nicer. i watch de sat , qualifying round. my dad dont let me go de grand pix de cos mon is exam ma. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Why Lewis Hamilton didnt win ?????? ARgh!!!! i dint take pictures cos i spoilt my dad's cam D: and i was told to pay $500 . hai. pok le la. our seat is at padang de grandstand. haha. everyone was like trying to get a pic of the car but to no avail. Kimi Raikkoen Kimi Kimi Kimi :D haha. why did Fernando Alonso won T.T it was just pure luck ok ok ok .. everything went according to his strategy. Cool :D i also want the luck. so everything in my life goes smoothly. Anw, it's good to experience the F1 race (: and then ar, the drinks there damn ex la. what ice blended coffee cost 8 bucks, though it's cheaper than Raffles Hotel, Shangri-La hotel la. But still, expensive . A 500ml soft drink cost what $3, some cheap ice cream cost $5 when u can get it outside for 5 times cheaper. zzzzz. but, i like the live band by ZOUK (:

2008-10-03T20:43:00.003+08:00

finally i updated -.- today had maths paper 1. sian, quite alot of marks gone due to my carelessnessssssss. zzz. and also had physics. not talk, fail le -.-zzzzzzzzzzzz. still got quite a few more papers to go.. I MUST HANG IN THERE. :DDDD GOOD LUCK FOR UR N LEVEL, BAO BEI ((:

2008-09-20T18:28:00.002+08:00

YEAH!! next sat going to Padang to watch F1. .so hairpeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD
my dad got 6 passes. surprisingly, it was ticket, it was passes :D i love passes. Maybe they made it passes because we couldnt take photographs so take the pass as a momento? -.- 6 passes, 2 on each day. the F1 last for 3 days ma. My bro and dad going on fri, me and mum on sat and mayb cousin on sun. not sure @.@ anw, looking forward but next fri eng EOY f. why exams have to be so early grrrrrrrrr

2008-09-17T19:48:00.001+08:00

Mr Lee Zhen Yang asked me to do this quiz :D
#01. The person that tagged or pass you is?
Zhen Yang.
#02. Your relationship with him or her?
Friend, Classmate.
#03. Your five impression of her?
Fun-Loving, Jovial, Good, Smart & Horny :x
#04.The most memorable thing he or she had done for you?
Guess, the time when i cried, he ask if im alright (:
#05.The most memorable thing he or she had said for you?
Hmm, nth leh
#06. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Duno o.o
#07.If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
Nothing. Quite Perfect but not yet there xD
#08.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
I wouldn't allow him to watch p***
#09.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Should be wont become enemy la.
#10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her.
Eh.. duno.
#11.Your overall impression of him/her?
GOOD.
#12. How you think of other people around you feel about you?
Duno, it really depends on how to choose to see me.
#13.The character you love yourself is?
Myself lo.
#14.On th contrary, the way you hate yourself is?
Hmm, duno.
#15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Gregory Peck ( Acting as Atticus Finch in "To Kill A Mocking Bird")
#16.For people who loev or care for you, say something to them.
I love you too.
#17. Pass this quiz to 10 people you can think of, how they feel about you.
1.Zhen Yang ( put his name again -.-)
2.Rayna
3.Christopher
4.De Xuan
5.Xian Ya
6.Sharmaine
7.Kai Tat
8.Raymond
9.Wan Sze
10. Hui Ning

#18. Who is 6 having relationship with?[Sharmaine]
Derrick
#19.Is no.9 a male or a female?[Wan Sze]
Obviously is a female.
#20.If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?[Kai Tat & Hui Ning]
They duno each other
#21.Whats is no2. studying about?[Rayna]
Arts :D
#22.When was th last time you have a chat with no1.?[Zhen Yang]
A few hours ago?
#23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?[Raymond]
Not sure.
#24.Does no1. have any siblings?[Zhen Yang]
Nope. Only child.
#25.Will you woo no.3?[Christopher]
Nopes.
#26.How about no4.?[De Xuan]
Nope.
#27.Is no7. single?[Kai Tat]
Think so.
#28.Whats the surname of no5.?[Xian Ya]
OW :D
#29.Whats th hobby of no10.?[Hui Ning]
Duno.
#30.Where is no.2 studying at?[Rayna]
Manjusri.__.
#31.Talk about something casually about no1.[Zhen Yang]
FUN!
#32.Where does no6. live?[Sharmaine]
Not sure uhs. Somewhere around Bugis.
#33. What colour does no.4 like?[De Xuan]
PInk ?
#34. Are no5. and no1. best friends?[Xian Ya & Zhen Yang]
Yup
#35.Does no1. have any pets?[Zhen Yang]
Nope
#36.Is no7. th sexiest person in the world?[Kai Tat]
Yes, he's got a Hot Bod :D

si bei sian. today kena sent to CHLRC for some whistling reeasons blah blah. hai. sun guang pu D:

2008-09-11T19:28:00.002+08:00

sian. today got attire, grooming then heng i dint kena. 3 teachers come check for us . wth. then after sch go tuition. zzz. phone no $$ liao. cant sms Baby D: i want faster know my grading results -.-

2008-08-31T12:21:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up at 10.15 ._. zzz ytd had some problems lo. sian. we discussed about our problems too. im sad yet happy. sad; she feels that it's bored. happy; we can discuss it freely and not have any quarrel. the degree of happy is more than the degree of sad. by discussing it, i hope it'll get better and hope can last lo (:

Later pei maid go out shop. She needs to get some stuffs home & she'll be leaving on sep 6 DDD: now, i 've got a new maid. Hope she's good and i definitely believe she is. & later still need go for piano. dang! -.-

2008-08-30T10:09:00.001+08:00

I've just changed my Blogskin. Hai, this background colour is killin' me. Alot of bright colours cannot use in my post liao D:

Finally ;D

2008-08-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

oh~~ im here to blog liao. finally hor ? xD sian, my layout duno what happen. i only click "save" then the whole template became horizontal instead of vertical -.- hai lazy to do now cos i have bathe xD smelly smelly. aiya, dont worry, i smell superrrrrrr goodyyyyyyyyyyyy :DDDDD Changed my song to stay with me. was thinking that it's a nice song (:

-.-

2008-08-11T19:44:00.001+08:00

Blogged! Don't say i didn't xD

Sianz

2008-08-08T16:41:00.003+08:00

Today National Day Celebration at school. Wore Pe shirt cos no red shirt. Had inter-class Bball competition. Lose . But winning or losing is the not important thing. Friendship comes first . I really have to thank the boys, rayna ,last but not least, Miss Salina cos i think they are really trying their best to win . Maybe i was the one who's useless. I duno where's de ~~Sporty Xiuqian~~ now. Hai. Anw, Cheer up ! Well done!!!! 3D & 3B1 won!. Congratulations :DDDD Then , proceeded to Hall for some celebration lo. Had keyboard playing as usual. Choir singing. And watched the 1st runner up and champion for the Multi-Media Competition. Hai. Then, Baby pei-ed me go home. Duno why she so emo D: Later i got Piano Trial Exam. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Very scared. Zzzz. I dont want to disappoint my teacher (: And then just now when the Competition was going on, i was shouting and screaming and my throat hurts a little now. Not sure what will happen to my Aural Test :'( Hope can get de right pitching.But, nvm cheering for my class is the least thing i could do for them (: Xiuqian, Gambatteh! :DDDDDDDDD

:O

2008-08-02T19:33:00.002+08:00

woke up at 10.30 & went for maths tuition at 11.30 then go home eat laksa. dad make de. nice ok! xD went for eng tuition and then piano then now then reach home jiu use com. nth to do so blog lo. i msg her, nv reply D: duno what she doing./ zzzz . so tired can today! hai.... :O

HAPPY BIRDDDDDDDDDDAY CHIA XIN YING ~~~!

AMC D:

2008-07-31T19:29:00.002+08:00

Today had Geog test and Ss. hai. song bo, fail ding le.. After school, stayed back for Australian Maths Competition. So extra can! My class was the only sec 3 class who participated. Because it was not compulsory for Sec 3sssssssssssss. Ahhhhhhhhhh! Why did Big Bird want enrol us for it ? Hai. Waste $$$$ + Tik Tok Tik Tok.... Hai.
After the AMC, went home with Dx, Ray, Yy and Baby :D She too had AMC. then she pei-ed me home. Hai, feel so bad, always hai her DDDD: Haha. Tmr got CO -.-
I just now got practice piano leh. haha. must applaud for me. Hai. I is bo bian la. Trial Exam coming le. 1 day before National Day. So Suay zzzz. Then de real one is during Sep but not sure when.

Word

2008-07-29T20:09:00.002+08:00

Bleah :pppppppppppppp

duno what to blog/ llllalalalalllalalalala

anyhow type x[._.]x

2008-07-26T14:10:00.003+08:00

Qns:The person who tagged you is ?
Xin Ying
What's your relationship with him/her ?Friends.
Qns: Your 5 impression of him/her ?
1) good person
2) artistic
3) beats ppl x.x
4) like to eat garlic bread xD
5) sincered person

Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
folded lots & lots of stars & put it into a box on my bday :D
Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
"Happy Birthday"
Qns: if he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
eh, duno
Qns: If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on ?
dun beat ppl so much xD
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ... ?
duno
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ?
wont become enemy la (:
Qns: The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
nth?
Qns: Your overall impression on him/her?
sincered :D

Qns:The person who tagged you is ?
De Xuan.
What's your relationship with him/her ?Friends.
Qns: Your 5 impression of him/her ?
1)emotional
2)easily get jealous
3)crazy about cute guys
4)like to eat nasi briyani
5)like oldies

Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
record sth related to me into a cd and gave it to me on my bday :D
Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
eh, "wait 4 u"
Qns: if he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
eh, duno o.o
Qns: If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on ?
duno also
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ... ?
don care him
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ?
duno leh
Qns: The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
wont become enemy la (:
Qns: Your overall impression on him/her ?
someone who can be trusted

Qns:The person who tagged you is ?
Sharmaine
What's your relationship with him/her ?Friends.
Qns: Your 5 impression of him/her ?
1) friendly
2) loyal
3) like to di-siao ppl xD
4)sometimes she's sad for no reason
5) cute la ( sharmaine, happy?) xD

Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
write me a card on my bday
Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
eh, got balls ? xD
Qns: if he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
duno
Qns: If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on ?
duno
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ... ?
throw away all her mirrors, tinkerbell & strawberry shortcake
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ?
wont become enemy de la (:
Qns: The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
help me buy sandwich xD
Qns: Your overall impression on him/her ?
a really good friend to have :D

Qns: How do you think other people around you will feel about you ?
duno. different ppl feel differently
Qns; The character you love of yourself are ?
being crazy
Qns: On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are ?
cry easily. ( such a cry baby )
Qns:The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Bill Gates $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
Qns: For people who care & love you, say something about them .
aiya, don worry, i love you too (: & care also la
Qns: Pass this quiz to 10 people (random) .
01* Wei Jing
02* Xin Ying
03* De Xuan (he done it liao lo zzz)
04* Sharmaine ( this person also do le -.- )
05* Rayna
06* Christopher
07* Desmond
08* Jun Fang
09* Clara
010* Wan Sze

Qns: Who is number 03 [De Xuan] having relationship with ?
No one but he has a crush
Qns: Is number 05 [Rayna] a male or female ?
Female with balls. Lol. jk la (:
Qns: If 02 number [Xin Ying] and number 04 [Sharmaine] are together, will it be a good thing ?
eh, dont think they're les
Qns: How about number 08 [Jun Fang] and number 10 [Wan Sze] ?
08 has some1 she likes and 10 taken liao
Qns: What is number 09 [Clara] studying about ?
huh?
Qns: When is the last time you chatted with number 07 [Desmond] ?
Yesterday.
Qns: Is number 06 [Christopher] single ?
Yup.
Qns: Talk something casually about number 02 [Xin Ying]
laughing hyena :}

yayayayayayayay

2008-07-17T20:04:00.009+08:00

hai. sian. today so boring lo. haha. then my and rayna keep on doing gay thingy. so funny. laugh until stomache haha. train stomach muscle ok xD hahaha. sian la. sian sian sian zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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lol ! -.- de xuan , dont think too much la. i need time to go and heal the wound that u've caused. dont worry too much (: today also got fire drill. hahahahahaha. so fun. can skip lesson also. so funny lo our reaction . my class damn like to act de la. haha. alot of us win oscar and golden horse award de ok. haha. the lousiest la xD haha.

update update!

2008-07-12T20:35:00.003+08:00

ps ar. so long no update le. i got use com but i lazy blog lo. i very no life de la. don care me. hai...
ytd go to PLMGS (Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School) my group went to primary school de but the other group went to sec school. fyi, it's just beside each another -.- my group go for the carnival lo but so damn boring can! zzzz. the other group , WORST! must listen to duno what thingy la. hahaha. ms neo treat our group drink green tea leh. haha. not bad ar. lucky, she not budget de. haha. got to see performance put up by other schools. be it secondary de or primary de.we also get to experience it after they've performed. i duno what's over me those few days, i'm just so anti and not enthu . which is im only happy when im with my close friends. everyone asked why am i so quiet.. hai. maybe, there's a problem with me, but i duno what is it.and of course, i dint try out those instruments except for the "drum" being modified by putting pails and dustbins together to make music. like Stomp if you know it. cos im being forced -.-

life's just gets tougher each day and it's full with new challenges that u have to face no matter what. DDDD: once you have had your choice done, no turning back. why must i have to pace up with the world ? why it cant be the other way round ? perhaps, it'll be better to isolate oneself at times and think things through.

~.~

2008-07-04T20:19:00.002+08:00

tues, had a skit and it was fun. my group got the best group award :D applause.
wed.. had co. she pei me home . it was long since the last time (: hairpeeeeeeeeeee ((((((((((: haha..
thurs.. during eng lessons, teacher let us watch some clips and the background music is really damn nice lo. it's played by a piano. imagine me playing that. will others be mesmerize by me? hahahaha. jk la..
today. had co.. so bboring ): she pei me home also :DDD haha..

Damn!

2008-06-26T21:03:00.001+08:00

hai. soooooooooo pissed off today. cos of that Yong tau foo la. idiot one lo. hai. since she's soooo not happy with ME asking qn, i will NOT ask any qn or voice out my opinions anymore. she's a SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. her best class not enough ppl to go for the New Zealand trip then come ask us. think we what ? her glue ar ? maybe cannot go then ask we come to stick stick so they benefit. shit her man. somemore is dont intend to ask we all de lo. is because not enough ppl then come ask us. i tell whole class dont go ar. fffffffffffffffffff hai.

Blogged ! (:

2008-06-21T20:36:00.002+08:00

Thursday, Went for piano lesson at 1.30-3 then 4 is the gathering. Wtf?!?!?! so many comments. but at least can pass lo . zzzzz. anw, hai. nvm.... it was damn scary can. one by one go up and play for principal to hear. those who play finish must sit one corner and listen . <(o..o)>

friday, go Fuo Guang Shan. at punggol there. lalalala. then go Kallang Leisure Park to watch movie and eat.watch " The Happening " woo. that's pervertic ~.~ had a fun day anw (: at night still go Queensway and Anchorpoint. \(o.o)/

t0oday went for swimmin and went to my new maths tuition centre. hahaha. i so anti =X then after that went home for lunch and then 3 plus to eng tuition and then piano lessons. weeeee. =.='' im as busy as a bee.

FUNNNNN~!

2008-06-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Fun today (: very very fun. of course the water bomb is the fun-est la :DDDD so happy. but so wet lo then take bus cannot sit D: hahaha. ppl is like wondering why am i standing when there's sooooo many empty seats around ? cool (: i like to stand. cannot meh ? xDDDD hahahaha. ok la. hai. realise i have juniors who are chio. wan sze ? x.x hahaha. im not suppose to say that =x zzz. anw, only say her chio .... dont think too much. heheheh ( but maybe i jio her later xD ) tmr is my doomsday . lalalalala =x must let the principal of the music school hear DDDDDD: damn sad la my 3rd piece havent ready ~.~ nvm. hai.

CO Day Camp

2008-06-17T19:37:00.002+08:00

today got CO day camp. tmr also . had sectional practise from 9-12. Congrats to Desmond :DDDD he's the Vice-Chairman. (: 12.15-1.45 is our lunch. go market eat with Juniors. Clara is CUTE, man!! hahaha. everyone says so. haha. zzzz. Baby cuter la (: I camp comitee lo then cant play. hai. nvm, i play with de ball :DDDD then after that, they play captains' ball, i'm the referee.... i like so extra lo. hahaha. then i keep on playing ball with larry, raymond, wenyi, hui zhen & wang huan. ~.~ hai. the day after tmr DDDD; say bye bye to me. Sure got negative comments on my playing . zzzz. tmr i must reach sch at 7.20 lo . WTF?!?!?!?!?!?! want sleep more also cant . hope tmr will be more fun (:

Lyrics ♥

2008-06-17T19:25:00.003+08:00

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around
and say...
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance,
take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
"Sorry" like the angel, heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeahah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeahah
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

Blog Blog :D

2008-06-15T14:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAYNA ~
& Happy Fathers' Day :D

Fathers' Day ? Hardly anyone cares :x aww. sad , man! hai... anw ytd, my piano teacher told my parents that i'm practising very very little. wth =.=' but the good thing is, she did told me that she told my parents :DDDD but, my parents actually dint reprimand me, which i suppose to be a good thing ? o.o anw, i'll practise hard for the upcoming grading exams. it's just in September . Oh no ~~~! Just now, went to Grandma there and ate lunch. Sian. Hai.... Later going out with Mum. zzzzz

Bored D:

2008-06-13T18:44:00.002+08:00

Sian la.. sooooo damn boring :O can die +.+ did my maths and finished my chem and did newspaper article :D *applause* yeah yeah yeah.. sorry. zi-high-ing. bo bian. damn sian la.. went for my piano replacement lesson. 4-5.30 zzz. i think i'm gonna die , man! 19june got the what thingy de lo. must play the exams pieces and let the principal hear. wtf man! sooooo paiseh :x i dont want. zzz. My exams are in September... WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *screamsssssssssssssssssssss* :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO =.='' my practical sucks and teacher say i cannot fail because of scales D: but, that's what i sucked at because i dont like scales. Boring =x neh mind! must practice =)))))

Sian-ed !

2008-06-12T17:12:00.004+08:00

sian. come post le :D hai. Today went to school to pass up de report. Not call report la, it's just the book of Reflections on the Cambodia Trip.. Awww, i miss Cambodia~! Sian . if i'm at Cambodia now, which means to say last week de today, we're dolling up ourselves for the International Buffet :D haha. Hai. Miss those Fun Times ;D Dewi is a dua chio bu. Nvm, Dewi is someone that we all duno cos i 've only seen her on Tv -.-'' it's a Taiwanese Babe :D You'll be able to know how she look like in my Msn Dp :DDDD better not post her photo here. i got it from Friendster anw. Seriously, i DONT even know her xDDDD Sian. Missing that stupid pig lo. Having piano lesson and only can call that pig at 6 D: awwwwww. zzzzz.

-.-

2008-06-11T11:43:00.001+08:00

sian. should i make this blog private? zzz. hai.. sian la. school holidays. very lazy to study but i must no matter what. Gambateh Gambateh.

More Photos :D

2008-06-08T15:18:00.003+08:00

Ruo Heng & Kimberly

Crocs

Me & Harmony

Don't know what's this.

Wenyi

Selling Banana. 1 bunch USD 1

Lynn

Dionna & Xinying

Zee Yee & Me

In the Boat.

Angkor Wat.

Cambodia

2008-06-07T16:57:00.004+08:00

Yo peepo! I'm back from Cambodia. I really had a great & fun time there (: The peepo there are very friendly. It's really different from Singapore people. So glad that i've the opportunity to go there and experience it for myself. Can't really bear to leave Cambodia. Let de photos do the talking. Lazy to talk cos i think it'll be a Grandmother story xD

Real skulls

Lunch @ Restuarant.

Majestic Angkor Hotel :D

The views from my room (:

Harmony & Me

Me

Harmony & Me

Harmony

Constipated Harmony

Mini Fridge

Harmony twist

Tonle Sap Lake

Bandung. Sssssssuper Sweeeeeeeeeeeeet

Busy Streets of Cambodia

Nice Right ;D

Tapang Sch

Scarf Factory

Angkor Wat

Angkor National Museum

Me & Xinying

Victoria Hotel

Cheryl

Kimberly & Me

Fiona, Kimberly & Me! (:

Me , Amanda & Thida

Eileen & Me.

Hazel & Me

Celestine & Me.

Aqilah & Me

Aqilah, Cheryl & Me.

Wenyi & Me

Hafeezudin & Me.

Tey Zee Yee & Me :D

Ren Fang, Me & Kimberly

Lynn & Me.

Me & Clara

Amanda & Me

Dionna & Me

Clara, Me, Xuan Hui

William, Me & Harmony

Dessert.

Me, Amanda, Zee Yee & Thida

Ms Noraini and Me (:

Me & Benjamin.

We're Dancing. Jumping up and down. i'm de one in Black (:

Bye :DDD

2008-05-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Tmr going Cambodia le.. Will miss everyone de. Especially that "Small Kid" la xD haha. Don't miss me too much wor (; haha.. ok la. think that's all i need to say. Good Luck for your o' lvl Chinese tmr :DDDDD Must Pass with Flying Colours hor. Cya on 6 june(:

Mag

2008-05-23T19:12:00.001+08:00

Create Fake Magazine Covers with your own picture at MagMyPic.com

PTI

2008-05-23T18:39:00.002+08:00

Hai.. There's really nothing i can say anymore. Will there be a person who is willing to listen to my sorrows? I've tried. I really had. Maybe i wasn't THAT hardworking enough. But.. i really want to study but the drive's missing. I really want to but they just don't believe me. Why Why Why?!?!?!?!?! I burst out when i saw my marks on the Report Book. I don't know why. I just felt that i had disappoint my parents way too much. My dad, instead of solving the problem, he added salt to the wound. Parents just don't know how their child feels. I argued with my dad in front of Teacher and those who walked pass were looking at us. Seriously, i don't felt embarassed at that time but i felt TERRIBLE. This is the WORST results i got in Secondary school-life. What SHIT school can i go with a very lousy L1B4 & L1R5? I had a feeling of Lost & The End of Road. Hai. I don't know what can i do now. My dad has decided to take away my phone and drive me home everyday after school. I' m now a caged-bird. All i could say now is " I'm Sorry". I'll promise to work hard from now on. After the big "Rainfall", i sat on the bench and stay calm. Hai. Sunday got to perform at BrightHill Temple and Monay leaving Singapore for Cambodia. Baby, promise me to take care of yourself ok ? I will certainly miss you when i'm there. Hope when i'm in Cambodia, i can learn to be more motivated in studying and not take education for granted. How i wished i had Dr. William Tan's strong determination and perseverance. Only if i had that. Nvm, it's a Wake-Up call for me, not to Dream anymore! ):

Mount Faber!

2008-05-19T15:57:00.004+08:00

Took a bus down to World Trade Centre and went to the hawker there to fill stomach first before de walk. walked up Mount Faber and then to the newly constructed Henderson Waves. we also went to the Floral Park. many many different kinds of flowers. then we also go to the Showflat to see see look look.. quite fun as being expose to Nature but tiring la. i saw Ms Tan there lo xD heh. she's like so shock =.='' after that, took a bus down to Chinatown to eat lunch. after that go Temple pray pray for Vesak and as well as my safety in the upcoming event --- Cambodia. anw, Happy Vesak. & i'm Missing my BABY very much D:

Photos :

Bro & Mum

Bro

weird flower

Bro & Mum

Cable Cars.

The Jewel Box.

Yellow Cable (:

Wow! Nice right?? Wedding in a Cable Car- Sky Diner

Henderson Waves ~

Mum & Me

My dad is taking me that's why i'm taking him back =P

i wanted the Cam back from bro and he shot me x.x

=.=''

Different kinds of Flowers(:

OBS photos(:

2008-05-18T19:40:00.003+08:00

found all these photos so post lo. of course, i post all those pictures with me inside la (: haha..some quite ugly, so just bear with it. haha =x

went out with rayna today to Bugis . she bought the shirt she wanted and a bermudas and a belt (: think overall, she's happy :DDD actually want go find my Baby de but, i duno how to go. Sorry la (: now waiting for Baby to finish her work and sms me .

New Blogskin

2008-05-17T13:46:00.003+08:00

3rd time i blogged -.-'' tired of my old blogskin and picked a new one from Blogskins.com lazy to make a new one la. so just used Blogskins ones. so boring.. passing my time by staring into space.. -.-''

Blogged!

2008-05-17T11:57:00.003+08:00

sian.. on 26, i go cambodia le. bye bye .. haha.. will be back on 6 june. zzzzzz. hope it'll be fun there. later got tuition and piano. sian . ytd got co . so little ppl lo xD practise and slack slack. learn new song for syf . tmr maybe going out with rayna. that prawny wants to buy that white collar shirt.. damn, i think i'll be jealous cos i also want but you know ... cash-flow. nvm, i'll persuade my mum ;D anw, i dont really want that shirt la.. i'll wait for more designs.. ((((: she also need to buy her jeans and white belt . mon, going to mount faber.hai. climb climb climb. chris going hk on 22 and back on 26 then i 26 go, 6june come back. then rayna 9 june go m'sia till 11 or 12 lo. haha. one come back, the other go. but, we want to go ECP one of those hols.. ahhhh~~~ i miss her D:

Lyrics

2008-05-17T11:52:00.002+08:00

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)x2

2008-05-11T18:35:00.002+08:00

woo. use com, nth to do so shun bian blog :D wa, my baby say i SMALL KID sia.. grrrrr. hahahaha. think she's even SMALLER. i small kid, she baby.. =P rayna say you look like small kid ok.. dont say me .. xD hai. i going cambodia 2 weeks later. will miss her de. for 12 days ))): she having her chinese o's . hai. YOU MUST WORK HARD OK?? (((: once i reach sg, will msg you de. and i'll miss you everyday. hehehehehe. tmr last paper le - POA paper 2. zzzz. then on tues, need go back school although is marking day )': for balloon sculpting and packing for cambodia.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ thought can rest. must reach sch at 9am lo. zzzzzzzz.

2008-04-27T14:16:00.002+08:00

sian, lp ytd have headache.. )))): i'm not there for her.. hai. so sad. luckily, she's better today ((((((: so happy.. sms her lo.. she'll sms me later cos she now busy :D
went to granma house.. go haig road there makan.. going home, saw a girl from our school.. think her name is emily la.. not so sure.. then she said that i look so handsome durin montage.. ok.. thanks for the compliment.. actually, many ppl said that too. like "you look so cool, handsome..." yea.. hm.. when i hear this compliment, i feel weird .. i duno why. like kind of shy. cos i know i dont look good but ppl is praising me.. weird huh ?? anw, i thank those who gave me compliments and praises. (: lp, i miss you alot DDDDD:

2008-04-26T10:39:00.002+08:00

so long no blog le. ytd english paper.
ok la.. but the compre is difficult de lo! rayna so upset cos she did the wrong format.
supposed to be speech but instead, she wrote it as formal letter. zzz.
marks fly away liao. but we comforted her lo.
after that, walk with lp and her friend.
actually i wan pei her wait bus... but got my friends ):
then, i & friends go singpost study. mac, kfc, food court --- filled with many many ppl.
wait wait wait.. finally food court got place for us le. then we sat down.
makan makan. slack slack. then i ask chris about poa and maths. that's all lo.
i miss her so much ))):

2008-04-16T20:48:00.002+08:00

hai.this few days busy with the upcoming events : School Anni and Montage .. zzz. reach home quite late./ then plus MYE coming .. sian .
today, she like never talk to me sia. then i very sad lo. hai... then.. i also like bo chup her la.. very pek chek sia..zzz.. to think of it again, i think im actually very STUPID AND USELESS!!! wtf.. so angry of myself .i should have made the first move and take the initiative to talk to her. DUNO WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!?!??!?!?! haii.. my focus not very good also. then keep on playing wrong nnottessssssss~~~!!! SIAN LA~! on the way home. we also never talk. she only talk to zy.. i think she's angry with me or what lo cos... i also duno leh..she never talk to me jiu shi la. then i also never go talk to her lo. reach the bus stop.. hai.. bad things just happen. I'VE SAID THINGS THAT HURT HERRRRR~~ ahhhhh. WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT TO HERRRRR. i regretted la.. i shouldnt have did that to HER. she's the one i love most and.... i ddddddid that to her ): should have just shut my fkin mouth UP! stupid MOUTH!~~~ im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless im useless. That's all i can say. USELESS RIGHT ?! and i can also only say another thing. i said some really nasty things to her and she walked away; crying T.T i stopped her and apologise to her. she struggled and wanted me to let go of her. but i cant...she walked away damn fast and i told zy that i go chase after her.. found her, pei her to bus stop. she said she wasnt angry with me but... of course.. even idiots would know that she's angry over what i said.. i reach home, called her but to no avail ): i called ziying to apologise for ps-ing her and to go and chase after weijing.. afterall, i have to admit, she's more IMPORTANT than anyone else in my life. i can give up anything but i cannot lose her. i then found out that wj is actually worrying about the shirt. don fan la..
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2008-04-09T20:20:00.002+08:00

on Sunday, which was 6th APRIL 2008, i went out on a single date with my dearest LAOPO x333333 we agreed to meet at Suntec at 1 but she was late by a few minutes. i was EARLYYYYY and i went into Toy 'r' Us to see see look look. Many interesting toys especially the most HOT TOY for the time being.... RUBIKS CUBEEEEEEEE! i walked around the whole toys r us for 3-4 rounds, and... TAAA DAAAA! here she comes. so smart of her , cos she knows im in toys r us instead of outside. teeheee. we went to catch a movie. guess what ? SHUTTERRRRRR..... actually she want watch The Orphanage but dont had T.T so sad... after that, we proceed on to eating Ban Mian ;D then i bought drinks for her :D know she dont want but just buy la (: then we went to take bus down to ECP :DDDDD what a GRRRREAT place for DATES, huh? o.o haha.. we look for a place and we sat down and we played and disturbed eaach other xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD haha. sian.. she want take photos de but she say she very ugly . Wtf ~!?!?!?!?!?! she's CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! xD Cutie Pie (((((: after that, she pei me home (: awwww, so nice right?? haha. but that's a NORMAL ROUTINE LA.. BLAH =P 060408 --> i'll never forget this day :D out on a single date with LAOPO <333333>
I LOVE YOU LAOPO :DDDDDDDD MUACCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2008-03-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

sian. nth to do so post lo.
hmm, morning went for co.. dad fetch me there. so tired lo. keep on yawning :O hai.. 7.30 wake up can! zzz usually i wake up at 10 or 11 de lo. sianzzzzz. after co, go home lo. victor and xian ya come my house. also duno for what. zzzz. then i went for my tuition and they go bugis cos xian ya want buy shirt. actually she ask me pei her but i cant ): sorry la ;D haha.. after that, i just go home lo. then use com com com.

2008-03-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

woots~ back to updating.. was lazy to update la.. cant blame me. school is fun.. not the lessons of course. hai.. after school, i go staffroom there wait for lp. then, i pei her go to the music studio there.. reached there early and hence, we loitered around.. 3.30 her piano lesson start then i go home le. i walk out and realised it was rainy cats and dogs. i just chiong out and walk home.. hm, though i was drenched throughtout my whole body, but ... definitely, it was kinda fun walking in the rain :DDDD reach home.. eat eat eat. eat alot of food ok. ask my maid cook de xD then, i practised my piano. memorised all the major key for scales and all the appregios. practised my two exam pieces. not very familiar with it but no doubt, there was improvement (: at night, i go chiro lo.. like that only lor. zzzz. sat got extra co practice. sian but at least i can skip swimming ;D

2008-03-22T11:48:00.002+08:00

Had a great time ytd :D i turned 15 liao ): so old.. thurs, i cut the cake with family. 3 wishes.
1st: last long with TAN WEI JING.
2nd: must be hardworking to get good results
3rd: world peace =x

haha. this are my wishes. not sure if can come true anot.. ytd, went to Suntec to watch Step Up 2 nice, but no story-line. the dance steps were cool indeed ;D the ending is quite sweet too. the girls behind kept on saying "KISS KISS KISS" -.-'' anw, i went out with xinying, rayna, chris, de xuan and victor ! (((((: after that go arcade play play play.me and victor played the drum and the 'leg' game. zzzzz. then i played car racing with chris. then play bball then play the dice-winning thingy with xin ying xDD so childish lor.. 15 liao leh x.x after that go parkway de KFC eat. then head to East Coast Park. so crowded lo. could hardly find bicycles but luckily, we found it (: de xuan dint know how to ride a bicycle so we taught him how to. hmmm, he tried and tried and TRIED but he just couln't learn how to ride it. we were quite frustrated as we taught him nearly for 1 hr but he just couldnt ride it. i could see he's trying very hard until his toe bleed. hai.. after that, we just left him there on his own to practise and me and others went for our "land" expedition! LOL!!!!! xD ride bike only la.. then we ride so far away until Changi Beach lo. by the time, it was already 6 plus plus plus. then we quickly headed back. so damn tiring but no choice. reach the kiosk about 7.48. bet everyone's butt is hurting now. SORRY guys. shouldn't have suggest riding bicycle. in the end, still must pay extra $3 ): the money = another movie show. should have watched another show instead of wasting $$$ on just riding bicycle. and also to cause you all going home late. very SORRY. my apologies. but a BIG THANK YOU for the presents and the FUN you brought to me :D

Last but not least, i must Thank those who wished me "Happy Birthday" . i really appreciate it TRUCK LOADS!!!!!

2008-03-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

woo~~~ I SURVIVED THROUGH OBS!!! almost gave up on some activities like trekking ( with our huge, heavy backpacks ). almost gave up on cleaning the things. i love kayaking.. it was so damn super fun. we had sea expedition. almost kayak round the whole pulau ubin. haha. so fun. kena sun burn lo. hai. at night, still need pitch tents in the AUTHENTIC way ): so difficult lo. and dirty. thought i couldnt survive without my comforts but i actually can :D yeaH!!! my group is always not punctual so we dint get to do quite alot of activities. im so lucky to have a chio instructor. when everytime i go camp, sure get chio de instructors de sia. hahahahahaha =x leg swell due to many "love" bites the sandflies and mosquitoes gave to me :D kena blisters here and there. the training was tough i swear. training on your mind and physical. endurance, determination, perserverance. hai. tought but fun! i dont know why. but if you ask me to go again..... i... might consider la =P

2008-03-09T19:10:00.003+08:00

HIHIHI back to blogging.. so long no blog le. hai ): common test over long long ago le.. pass el, cl, lit, poa. fail maths, science, combine humans. hai. sad la. pass also borderline pass nia. sian. nvm la. expected cos i never study at all. tmr going OBS . sian. they say got one night need to pee or shit in the bush and using powder to bathe only.. zzz. laopo gonna "song" me to school tmr early in the morning. she so sweet right?? hai. i must treasure her. somemore she coming my house the bus stop then take bus together then go school. i cannot bear to leave her )))))): hai.. i dun want go obs... T.T

Baby, take care alrights?? i will miss you ):

2008-03-01T15:36:00.001+08:00

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住不放开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你
Sa-rang hae And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
永远都觉得不够

2008-03-01T15:22:00.005+08:00

hai.. just now read her blog.. then see her like so fan like that... hai. duno she ok ma.. )))): hai hai hai hai hai x10000000000000000000000000 i so useless lo.

when i fail,
is not when i encounter a setback
or obstacle.
but.. it's only when i cant help her with anything.
i cant make her smile,
i cant make her happy.
IM THE BIGGEST FAILURE D:

2008-02-26T20:24:00.003+08:00

歌手：林俊杰

歌曲：期待你的爱

林俊杰 - 期待你的爱

My Life 一直在等待

空荡的口袋

想在裡面放一份爱

Why 总是被打败

真的好无奈

其实我实实在在

不管帅不帅

想要找回来自己的节拍

所以这一次

我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱

无所不在我自然而然的关怀

妳的存在心灵感应的方向

我一眼就看出来

是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱

绕几个弯越靠近越明白

不要走开

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

想要找回来自己的节拍

所以这一次

我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱

无所不在我自然而然的关怀

妳的存在心灵感应的方向

我一眼就看出来

是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱

绕几个弯越靠近越明白

不要走开

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

2008-02-26T20:14:00.003+08:00

sian. common test week lo. test test test. everytime got test. wtf.. hai. no mood study.. actually, i miss her alot lo but i dont dare say hai.. cos if i tell her, is like so ps. like dont have her will die like that lo.. zzz. hope she doesnt see this post. so boring. tmr last paper ----> Maths. after that, still have other what stupid class test. -.-'' think will fail alot sub cos no study =P bye bye

2008-02-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

f la.. quarrelled with 3c ytd.. damn it la.. if you said it, just admit la. obviously, they were using "chim-ology" on us. like .. what the f . we, barbarians dont understand, so , please use simple english.. we just want an explanation, find out what's the reason. but SOME PEOPLE JUST RAISE THEIR FUCKING VOICE FIRST and they said WE did it FIRST. stayed back today and talk to ms salina .. wrote reports.. both side totally different. actually i feel that everyone is a hypocrite. just how much of a hypocrite are you.. heard that A did not like B last time but A kept shielding B ytd. what does it mean? prefects? indeed a prefect.. duno are you shameful of your act quarrelling with people who are the not so smart. dint you know that we're divided into what subject com we are taking ? triple science so what?? BIG DEAL! ok, i admit you all are smart but not so smart if you dont have MORAL VALUES.no EQ, AQ, MQ. SHAME on the SMART ONES if they duno what it means , f your MAMA'S ARSEHOLE.. somemore, must spread the incident to everyone. cut those crap and acts. stop acting as if you are the HIGHER ONES! SNOBBISH, STATUS CONSCIOUS, HYPOCRISY, CUNNING is just those words that describe you.. i just want to say sth in fairness. There's no Stupid people, only lazy ones. if the world is full of such a person, it'll be a disastrous. If you so smart, why come to this school is the first place? go RGS la. or SCGS or NUS HIGH or NANYANG. compare with people better than you not with the ones LOUSIER THAN YOU.

today eng compo.. plan liao jiu do le.. i did qn 2. write about your opinion of someone changed for the better after an incident/series of incidents. sth like that lo. ok la actually. but i cant write LONGGGGG compos, so... i think i'll lose marks on the length if it.. hai.. lp de bill BOMBAAA liao.. she cant msg so much le cos her dad very angry.. ): all my fault la.. always sms her.. sorry lp (: she this yr N' lvl lo. hai.. then she next year O .. think we'll not be able to interact that much le )))): tmr also must stay back .. must face the other party.. thrash things out in the NICE way :D hai... dont wish this to happen but, really too much liao. if they say me still ok la.. but, DONT EVER SAY MY CLASS!!!!!!! im someone who can really tolerate alot and if someone who really make me quarrel with them, it must be sth that they did off the edge. hai.. i miss her loads lo...

2008-02-19T21:23:00.001+08:00

so borin. school's very stressed
hai.. then i like so difficult to see my lp .. T.T
hai.. sian.. common tests are coming up very soon..
but, i think i sure fail all cos i don even know what the f teachers are talking about.
not i didnt listen but.... nvm..
miss her alot... ):
zzzzzzz
bye bye. duno what to post :D

2008-02-16T20:05:00.003+08:00

V.day presents from LP :DDDDD

1st day of new year.

2nd day of new year.